I hate fucking everything. fucking fuck fuck fuck i just tried posting a fucking blog and it erased itself. i hate school. i hate being behind. i hate dealing with people. i hate everything. i hate school. i hate my major!!!!! it's the fucking worst. it's not for me at all.
i just want to lay down and cry for 4 hours but that won't make me feel any better. i hate everything. i am so fucking upset. i am so insignificant and ignored and ugly and no ones gives a damn. even my man...he is too busy for me lately. if he died the only people that would give a damn about me are my parents. my friends are not there for me.
why do i have to face the world every day? i thought it was easier to overcome introvertedness with time but apparently i was mistaken. i hate everything. i might as well quit college and become a stripper after i get my boobs done. that'd pay off way quicker. all i want are real friends...and to be happy. and to find motivation.
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